My chest feels tight,

My heart beats fast.

At 21, my stress management is still bad.

I wanna go/do/watch/eat...

Clubbing/pubbing/singing/shopping/movies/sinful food/gyming/sleeping/travelling/slacking/spa-ing/working/day-dreaming...

All after 29 April - the end of terror.

I need to learn to hide my feelings, at times.