I have 3 hours of lectures in a row for 4 days!!! How crazy can I get... Had already tried staying awake for Monday and today. It's tough. Hard-core engineering subjects. Lecturers teach monotonously. No interest at all. Fortunately, for both Monday and Tuesday, I end my lesson early!
I am very very tempted to do something. But I'm afraid it'll backfire. Everything is so pented up in my heart. All I can do is to hold back and wait.
