Talking to friends really helps. Today is the last day of 2007 and also really marks the end of our relationship. It's really sad to let go but I know I have to move on. I had been trapped in our love for near 2 years and had been enjoying every moment we spent together that I'm not willing to step out of our world. I have been looking at our photos and feel the heart pain of separation. The nights are especially terrifying as I'll cry to myself alone. The last hug, kiss and hands held will always be remembered in my heart. I know clearly the reasons of separation and I am very glad that he handled it very well. At least, we both know it's better to separate now than later. At least, we are still friends. Our timings are not right now. I believe he's not feeling good now too. I sincerely hope the separation will bring him to greater heights. I have learnt alot from this relationship and very thankful that he was true to me in the past 1 year 8 months. One day, I will smile at the memories we used to have. The day will come..