I'm single now. Shock? I didn't expect that to happen also. In fact, I really can't bring myself to accept this fact. Things had started going downhill since a few months ago. We had no time for each other. No matter how much I want to carry on this relationship, I know I can do nothing to change his decision. On my part, I wish to salvage the relationship. I really treasure the moments spent together. I should be hating him so so much, but I ended up thinking about all the wonderful memories that he gave. It's very weird without him. I don't know how long I am going to get over him. I kept telling myself to stop crying and stop brooding over him, cos who knows he might recover faster than me. Who knows he'll get himself a new girlfriend after a while. Then I'll feel silly crying so much for him. We are still friends though, a very normal friend. I don't want to make an enemy. Now I have already forgotten how does it feel to be single again. Might need some time to become normal again. Will be going to Malaysia for 5 days, just nice for a getaway..