I'm exhausted, desperate and frustrated. Countless tries and again produced the same results. My mind is too small to contain so many things. Say all u want that I am pessimistic. I am. I'm not initially. But when the same old things happened repeatedly, my confidence level dropped. I even dreamt of that! See how worried I m. Especially when I know he is disappointed with e result. I have tried my best and I am still trying. Sob.