I woke up with swollen eyes today... haiz~

I have endless activities this week.... trying to squeeze all activities nicely into my schedule but i can't. I have to juggle between responsibilities and relationship. n dis responsibility always make someone unhappy. What can i do... dump all my responsibilities and have fun, or vise versa. I seriously need serious planning in whatever i do next time, to prevent the history from happening again. Today is different from the past. Whatever things i do, i need to consider ppl's feeling. I hate being blur. Being blur just makes mi less alert to wat's happening ard mi. My mind is in total mess and i don wan to tink of anything now.

I'm sorry... You r looking forward to the outing but i messed it up... I'm really sorry ='( I know you r disappointed with mi, for e decision i've made. I feel bad but it's my reponsilibility! Now i know i need to tink of u b4 i do anything. I don wan u to feel sad. But it really hurts mi wen u said it's none of my business. Very hurting.
Sorry.