I'm feeling sick and tired now... all the flu n cough n sore throat make mi dizzy... but i tot i should blog this entry.... perhaps some ppl out there have sensed sth wrong with mi... i asked eve today, asked her how much she really understands mi.. she said 60%. I don seem to be the cheerful Shin Yi anymore. I can feel that everything is fine ard at a certain point of time, n i can b very depressed at e other point of time. I tink i know the reason but i m unsure. I don know wat's draining mi off but recently i always feel so tired at nite. What's e definition of gd n best frenz? i know i have best frenz but we seldom meet up. I have become a quieter person nowadays.. kind of becoming more n more anti-social. Only today wen i came back home n saw the adorable ning ning den i smiled. I looked at her... envying that she is such a trouble-free baby... the smile on her face really make my day... I jus blame on the fact that my menses is nearing that's y i m feeling so moody.... i m not e innocent shin that u all know now...

*** I have drifted away but i m still very close to u all..
*** I knowI can't call through, but I still try my luck... hate the lonely journey back home cos i will always think of u...